His problem
was he was lazy. He felt it quite unfair that he be judged harshly for it. No
one would blame him if he were short, or if his legs didn’t work or if he was
bald or impotent. But flaws of character... they were the big ones and they were
unforgivable.
As if he
could help how much motivation he had inside of him! Motivation had to either be
given to him be God or Gaia or an Uncaring Nature or else instilled in him by
his upbringing – neither of which, he wanted to scream, were his fault.
Frustratingly,
he was also given the desire to want things like respect, adulation and
appreciation for his achievements. He had been given no will at all to do what
it took to achieve them. This was most unfair on him.
He was, however,
aware that he had been given a sense of how unfair this was and how unfair it
was for him to know about this unfairness without being able to do anything
about it. How unfair.
How
unfair forever.